Depressive state of mind, I need help.?

just ask him. dont be afraid. tell him your feeling for him,and if he rejects you,you can still be friends. try not to worry,im sure soon you'll find another guy. have faith! and suicide is a permanent salution to a temporary problem. just try and cheer up! im sure thing'll work out for you! oh and dont dwell on this,cuz it'll make you more meserable then you already are. hey,at least you can still be friends!